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whoa...wake up at 6.30am...but tat is lyk later then s'pore but the time diff makes it a lot diff....anewae i got 2 skool earlier den the rest cuz kt's mom need to park the car at the valet...den we gotta go early...
when we got to skool...it was lyk quite cold...u noe how big is their skool...humongous.---wrong spelling...our skool is lyk upways theirs is lyk wide ways ...den...their skkol is lyk veri steep...muz climb a lot to get to skool...to the locker room...
when i got to the locker room...the klassmates were veri friendly n were lyk asking a lot bout me..it was kinda nice...cuz dey were so friendly..when we went to the klassroom...dey asked me lots of question..ohhh ya there i an ashley in the klass too but her m=name is spelled ashleight...cool huh!///
anewae let me try to rmb the ppl in my klass...there is heather, casey, 2 stephanies, sophie, tatem, holly, abby, anna...many more...sori if i cant rmb...but i'll do my best...cuz i hav bad memorary...
den later durin recess...i saw a video done by the captains ...

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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ON THE PLANE@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOZ....ANEWAE...i m on the plane...so cool i watch Chasing liberty...veri nice leh tat show...wanna watch again...hehe..mandy moore acted in tat show...g8t show ya'll gotta watch...
nxt show i watch is peter pan...omg tat guy i sooo cute..mebbe a little young lah but soooo cute k....so touching...almost cried...i took some snip shots of it on my video cam...hehe...but no sound...
i oso watch along came polly...it was lyk quite nice but den at the last part was lyk so yuck n funnie...tat guy didn wear his pants...hehe...a bit obscene...but dun sae i pervert k... i dun even noe tat got lyk tat 1 k...but it was nice...
den lunch came...it was DELICIOUS...yar...got chicken n mash potatoes...the sauce was black pepper...YUM...den rachel got a 2nd helping cuz it was lyk so yum but they ran out of...so she got the assam one...which was nice but the other one was better...den when dey ask us whether 1 mochi...it was lyk a gui but there was ice cream in it...super nice man...den the air stewardess sae that whether we wanted a 2nd helping...we were so embarassed....so MALU...haha...
when we landed i took so many MUSCLEs to get my luggage off the conveyer belt cuz it was veri heavy.....i tink i will grow many more muscles when i get back!!!!
hey frens...i can only contact u through here...cuz katie's hotmail when wanna reply cannot cuz take donkey years to upload the pg...so u wanna ans back den u tye at the tag board...i will tag at ur board to!!!!miss ya'll man...really!!!!!!!

peter pan....sooo nice
shiok man the mochi was YUM

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CAN U UNSCRAMBLE THE WORDS????
today got petiton...super men k...cuz we got nothin 2 do...juz laz around..i tot it was supposed 2 be fun....sigh*...
at least i get 2 talk 2 my FrenZ....which is sum wad fun...we took pics.....elfred, mich, chel, ron, char, me,,,,dey arh keep cing my camera the video my sis took of me...tat one was so silly cuz she took me when i was veri angry wif her...
den later gotta meet mrs seet with my mom....arghhh....so long u noe...i could have gone much earlier,,,but dey kept talking..
wen dey were finally done...i was so happie...Yeppie.....!!!!!!!!!!
but my mom wanted 2 talk longer with mrs seet bout the Xtended stay....Huh...muz wait longer lor.....
yay finally we were able 2 go...den wanted to wait 4 orlando a.k.a(belinda)a.k.a(yolanda)a.k.a(yo) and Steffie with the 'e'...but dey had a meeting...so we left 1st...me ,mich, chel...
we reached far east n wanted 2 look around 4 shops so tat we could do things faster...so when yo . stef catch up we would be prepared,...we looked around...n kept going to the same place...den when we ended up in the food area...we saw this shop tat sold fruit drinkz n it looked nice...so healthy kinda stall...called..."ICE GOCHA"....cool eh....
den we decided 2 go up when suddenly i saw my senior..Louisa tay...i waved 2 her...den suddenly yo n stef jumped up from no where...haha..dey were sneaking up on us huh...butr we were "not" so shocked...den later we went on the SEARCH 4 THE NXT SINGAPORE CLOTHES!!!!haha...anewae yo said one shop has nice clothes so we checked it out...truly enough tat shop was nice but the owner was not...by seeing her face we did not wanna ask...
chel arh...SUPER HUNGARY PIG man...aiyo...keep complaining tat she is SUPER hungary...so we decided 2 go n eat at the top floor which has coffe shops...we couldn make our choice as we were spoiled 4 choice...but we finally chose a spot....i ordered claypot rice chel too...mich ordered wanton noodle...stef ordered char siew rice...yo ordered some kinda noodle...too far couldn get a gd look...we ate...the claypot was nice but i kept eating the burnt rice....me n chel were the last 2 finish up our food dunno whether is too much or juz slow...
we went on n decided tat we shld try the unfriendly shop...i asked the lady but she lyk not sure den hav 2 ask the assi...den she sae she wanna c wad we gonna take pics of...she doesn seemed nice...but heck cares!!!stsffie was the model n we chose clothes 4 her.....she tried 2 clothes....nice..man ...so looked sooopretty....ahh ya tatr shope is radiohead
we went on n yo had 2 go church...den we decided 2 buy that nice n healthy drink at ice gotcha...so nice man...i ordered watermelon...den chel ordered figure 8...stef ordered 2 hav a mix...mich ordered uncle sam's(doesn it ring a bell???the child awarness thing???)...we were so satisfied with the drinkz...YUMMIE......
nxt we wen 2 pacific plaza...mich n stef bot wallet...hope dey use it the nxt time i c them...hehe...
dey were thinking of which shop is the nicest n when dey finally did...mich bot a scribbly wallet from quilksliver....though she didn really lyk the brown, she accepted its yuckyness...i was lyk at the side,,,are u sure u wanna buy??? den she was lyk...dun make me reget leh...i liked the scribblies of the bag..,,,den we went to ripcurl 2 get stef's wallet...it was a blue wallet with butterflies...so pretty....den she got a nice ripcurl bag...so nice...leh..chel was lyk y dun u ask 4 another bag...hehe...chel lyk dey will let u...unles valid reason...
den we headed home cuz chel wanted 2 go back 2 skool 4 satay nite...den later she told me 2 go down this underground thing..in the end i ended up in wheelock place...but still need 2 cross this road..not much help but thanx anewae...

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^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^it was a blast man^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

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i mean...tat///i was juz sleepy in the morning...couldn wake up...den hav to give announcements..i was lyk super nervous...i kept saying the wrong things...lyk pronuncing wrongly...or intonations are so off...den nina n sonia said tat i did fine but mrs seet keep saying tat i m too soft...aiya so sad....
nvm...dun care...
ohhh....da rest of ta day i was alrite...not sleepy le...
cuz i tink i ate my recess..
den durin hist lesson...mr chua was lyk scolding us again....he arh keep saying tat our klass not united....den kep saying tat he noe tat a lot of ppl dun lyk him..
he keep self praising himself tat he is beri nice. he veri patient...
den he say that he can talk veri loud is whether he want to anot...\\\\\\\\\\\he went on rattling/...dun talk bout it le
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den later...rachel ng came to the bus stop 2 tell me that i needed to stay back...aiyo ...
i was going home le lor...
anewae...then i had to stay back...
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den later when i got home...so peaceful until my sis came home..she was lyk so irritatinhg...she wants to use the com but i use 1st lor...den later she ask me faster...den keep saying tat i type so slow...den now i m typing she is saying wad i m saying now is childish immature stupid and she keeps scoffing....so irritating....wanna SCREAM>>>>>........
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hey going to aus soon...so Xcited...ohh man...cant wait to go....
but the prob is i m so not prepared....
got quite some things not packed...havn alter the skurt...
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would u quit it bev...i m trying to type here...den u keep saying....wad act cool...ohh man dun nu noe u are the one....u are the death of me........wash her off my hands....she is so thinking that she is so clever n cool...but she's not....stupid and tooty as ever...n even worse....

Quote 4 today: Self-praise is no praise
but international disgrace...
another quote:Sister's are the death of ppl...dun u noe tat...( i made it)


Sister's are stupid...espeacially younger ones

....and dun self praise...dun u noe wad ppl are toking bout

~~~Understanding others~~~
most od our confidence are not caused by differences of opinion but by lack of understanding. if we could reduce our misunderstanding, we could empty the courts, reduce crime lower the divorce rates and our stress levels(mrs lee).
here are some tips:
1.FEARnever despice wad u dun understand...
when we dun understand something we react fearfully
EITHER we reject/grow/stay the same...the troble is that we compare wad we dun understand with wad we think we do
2.Self-centrednessit is human to tink of our own interest 1st
eg. a 2 year old boy wants the best toys and insist on their own way...
3.FAILURE TO APPRECIATE DIFFERENCESit takes more than 1 color to make a rainbow n more than 1 player 2 make 1 player 2 make a team...learn to appreciate n we will noe that we all share the same hopes fears joys and sorrow...
eg. it is ez 4 u dad as u alreadi had all ur prob....
---understanding other---

~~~how to build friendship~~~~
With goldy wisdom!
the best kind of wisdom is appiled wisdom...
what ppl are looking 4?
1.Godly wisdom is HUMBLE
2.Godly wisdom us not 4 SELFISH GOALS
3.Godly wisdom is
.pure
.peace-loving
.considerate
.merciful
.fruitful
.impartial
.sincere
!!How to build Friendship!!

~~~in the bus~~~
in the bus...i can think of a lot of thing because i am veri composed and quite in the bus.
there is nothing much to do unless u hav a friend there to talk to u...but even a bk cant satisfy u cuz it is bad to read bks in the bus.
when i m in the bus, i started to ponder on some things in life,
like who are my true friends and y the lady in front of me is alwaez stinky..every thing i sit bus after i go to tp, i will alwaes c her and i rmb her cuz she has this "distinctive" smell...not to be rude lah///
in the bus is the best time to do a maths sum cuz it is a moment that i can concentrate the most and so i tink tat i can do best in tat situation....
i life there are too many distractions and i find it a gd time to sit in the bus tinking of my life...mebbe it is the time to hear god's voice...
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aiya...so tired k..
in the morning at flag raising until now still sneezing...die man...Ah choo*
today i tot how come the flag raise to the top so fast i tot lynn was too overwhelmed by the death den lyk tat...lost concentration...haha...but not...it is actually cuz today the flag is raised half way as a mark of respect to mrs lee...
mrs khoo veri ke lian cuz she half way when the pastor was talking she was so grieved tat she cried and needed to go to the general office...
i tink ms ramlah is still shocked n grieved over mrs lee's death until now she still cant come to skool...tat was wad amylia sae one...
den at least we got 3 free period to do the card to pay tribute to mrs lee...
cheryl and yuxian came n look 4 me...den we started discussing bout wad to write..since we cant really think of anething...we wen to look 4 ms soh...den we got some ideas den we when to look 4 vansessa zara and louisa to c whether dey can give us some paper...but dey dun hav n their klass got teacher so they couldn stay 4 too long...so we three juz continue on to the bk shop...later we realise tat dey had came along...we quicklty bot the stuff. den when up...while going up...we saw the bk at the general office...it was a bk to write our condlences in...i wrote 1 4 my klass...but in the end nobody came to write..sad...while van zara louisa when to decorate and write some msg on the bk 4 chinese dance...
xian, cheryl and me when to the lib to go n decorate....dodododo
Mr chua are he go n show thw 2e2 ppl his baby photo n never teach...aiyo....
he arh realli hopeless man...he tinks ta he has taught finish but den he havn even teach since the day he came here...den he sae he teach alreadi....so contradicting....den still show his baby photos....
i had to leave the lib cuz the nxt lesson was going to come le...den i realise i meade a mistake...the nxt lesson is still home econs,,,so i ends up in klasss...rachel and sharon made a card 4 mrs lee oso...so i shared with them by contributing the decorations///...or else muz buy them drinks....den dun wan...
recess ate malay rice cuz got beef...and egg..$.1.50.,..uncle charge me cheaper..cuz rachel bot the same but the price is 1.60..haha
Maths mrs kuok lyk better she revealed to us tat she knew the news of mrs lee's death earlier..no wonder her eyes were so small...and lyk crying eyes/...
in the bus lyk got so many ppl i noe...juhi sat in front of me...rachel sat nxt to me...den yi meng and sandra sat behind me...amelia so silly rachel let her sit she oso dun wan....aiya...reach home ate spaggetti...delicious man...den watch tv,,,play com lor...but who sae i neva study arh...i did ok...i wrote out the story but havn finish,..den went to outline the electron arrangemet...
still feel a little sick ...but nvm
i stil wanna go skool tomolo...cuz got tribute to mrs lee..muz go
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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Mrs Lee Has Passed Away~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
SoBz* SoBz* and more SoBz*............................
cant believe that mrs lee has died...
so sudden...evewn a normal person cannot accept it...

on thurs nite i received a sms saying that mrs lee has been sent to the hos i didn believe until the nxt day mrs khoo announced...at 1st i tot it was a prank or some kinda pract joke...didn delt much,...<<>

on fri durin maths...suddenly the teachers were called 4 an urgent meeting...i tot was something bout mrs lee...but i tot mebbe she had recovered or something lyk tat but it wasn the case...
when mr chua came back to tell us the BAD news.... i was overwhelmed with sorrow...a flash of wad she has done...every single thing flashed through my brain///..things from the socks to the hp...from the skirt to the sweets...cant lsit every thing out here or it would be too many.. the things tat she has done 4 us is trmendously much...if i were to type every thing here i would defintely fail my exams....i still can remember tat she tlof us a deed a lifetime...it was some of the last things she said...she oso said to spent some time in the morning to think of wad oithers did 4 me and wad happie things happen to me the day b4 i can still rmb the day cuz it was a day after rachel kwna's burfdae...it was 29 march 2004...i will alwaes pract these things tat she tot me....

i rmb that mr chua told us if we want we can write something if we couldn take it...i did tat cuz i didn wanna cry so i wrote to rachel a letter...i rmb wad i wrote was lyk tat...:::mrs lee death could be a good and sad thing... the sad thing is tat she has died but the gd thing is tat she made all of us rmb was she has done and all the gd things tat she has taught us...if she were still living i dun think many ppl would tink of tat...

every one came out of the skool with red noses lyk rudolph and the eye as small as a microscopic animal..cuz the eyes were so small from all the crying...even in the bus...it was all silent...normally it would be bursting with laughter and smiles...but tat dae was sadness and sorrow...

i went home n cried over the telephone to my mom...as i couldn believe....later i called amelia and rachel bout it and talked about it...i didn really study at all tat dae cuz i had no mood and even though tat nite i was suppose to colebrate with my dad at a posh restaurant 4 his burfdae...but i had no appetite...even a delicious looking satay or a pepper crab didn even caught my attention...

on sat...my ka=lassmates ask me to buy some flowers 4 mrs lee...i when to Far Est Flora to buy...it was freezing there when i blow out the air got the white white thing come out one....den when to skool...we when to the garden of remembrance to c mrs lee again...dey allowed us to c her face... when i went there...i saw her face but itdid seem lyk her at all...in my heart i was thinkig mebbe after all this was juz a joke...but the things were so serious i had to acceot it...we sang BE THOU MY VISION ...it was a meaningful song and i cried when i sang it...everytime when somthing sad has happen i alwaes sing tat song...when the service was over...we went back to skool...earlier on i was reading mag in the bus but when i was coming back i was silent as i coud not be over with the death still

i went to my church and the funnie thing is ta we sang BE THOU MY VISON...tat was wad we sang on sat...so coincidental...i tot tat was some kind of sign...mebbe mrs lee is saying her last farewelll or something...or she is telling me tat her presence was there and i dun need to be sad...later when i was going to tuition klass...i saw some clouds tat was in a straight line...it wasn a aeroplane tat created the effect cuz it stayed in the sky 4 quite long...i sms rachel to tell her wad i saw n she said::MEbbe it is a stairs/ escalator 4 mrs lee to go to heaven...den i said.::huh...mrs lee still here...we better get her back...Rachel said::ya mebbe she is still hesitating whether to come back anot...(((weird things juz do happen)))

on mon...i went to st andrews cathedral to pay my last respect...we went to the cathedral and it was packed FULL>..we didn even hav space until we had to stand...i found it unfair tat the guest can sit while we had to stand...but when later in the afternoon i sms yolanda she say tat let it be tat i was doing 4 mrs lee...so now i m not feeling tat it is unfair cuz tat is the last ting i can do 4 her...we sang BE THOU MY VISION AGAIN...i wanted to cry but i stopped myself...when we were standing...by back was sore and one gal almost fainted...but these did not matter,,,they showed a slide show :: a tribute to mrs lee...i cried as i couldn hold back my tears...it was too touching as it reminded me of her...the teachers sang a song <> 4 mrs lee.i could onli see the lyrics 4 the 1st few stanza but the rest could not be seen cuz the camera didi no zoom in...the pulling of the socks part really reminded me of her...many testimonies said how great she was and the ont tat jean said made a great impact on me cuz she said tat mrs lee could go to a much greater place.....rachel told me tat we shld not cry cuz it meant tat we couldn accept the fact...so now i noe...i should not cry anemore...i shld accept the fact and live on...
juz now my sis saw her wb tat got a problem sum on age and it was on mrs lee...the funnie thing is tat it is so coincidental tat the age is the saame as mrs lee...things lyk tat do happen i think she is telling us tat she is here with us... so we shld not be sad
mrs lee we will miss ya