life sooo far
sec 3 is definitely a jump lah
but still able 2 get by..
juz hav 2 sacrifice my time watching tv
sacrifice going out often..
sacrifice blogging...
(so 2 c me here is a miracle)
wnt shopping lyk on fri...
the 1st and onli time i wnt
hopefully i can go out more 2 relax myself
if not become nerd le
sometumes feel lyk giving up on studying
wads the point of studying sooo much
i m not going 2 be cleverer
juz hav better grades
and in life if i dun do my job well
i will still get sack
feel lyk being a bad gurl all of a sudden
do things i dun normally do
since i will juz be a teen once
i better not let the time pass
and regret 4eva
i dunno whether i m living the life God wantes me 2
sometimes i m confused
the world lives so differently
and if i dun follow
i feel out
but if i follow
den i feel sinful
now a days i become more short tempered
juz now juz yell at everyone 4 nothing
and normally ig my sis juz irritate me
i'll juz irritate her
but now i keep everything bottled inside
and explode lyk the tsunami
m i changing????